Lolo Dearest

Sadness has been upon my soul since my grandfather has been diagnosed with rectal cancer. Doctors told him he has until December 2010 to live, but thank God he is still alive right at this very moment and I thank God for that really. Selfish as it seems, I ask God for another years for him or even forever if He will grant to, but I know that's not possible. How I wish we could be with him always until his dying day..I know lolo is nearing death and my family and I are learning to accept it, but i can't help but be teary eyed every time I think about him dying. I know all of us will go there in God's time but we are just human beings; we become emotional, stressed and can't help but to cry when someone dies. It's always hard to say goodbye especially to the ones who have been a big part of your life, especially in my case I grew up with a lolo and lola who have always loved us unconditionally just like our parents did.

Thank you lolo for the love you gave us, your grandchildren. You may not be the perfect grandfather, but still thank you for the undubitable love you gave to us. We love you and we will always do for the rest of our lives.